Is it odd....?

....being able to remember silly, inconsequential things such as something you were wearing at a particular point in time? For example...not only can I tell you where I was and what I was doing on 9/11 when the World Trade Center was hit but also what I was wearing? Mom was in the hospital-yet again though just exactly why I couldn't tell you-and she had asked me to spend the night before (9/10)....I had gone to the hospital straight from work.....I had on a black skirt, long sleeve button down red shirt, hose (back when I thought you had to wear hose with skirts-silly me) and black flats. I had slept in her room in that very outfit and had walked over to the cafeteria mainly to appease mom that I eat (which I didn't). Nothing appealed to me so I was on my way back to her room when I saw the footage on the televsion in the surgical waiting room....turned the tv on when I got back to her room and we watched the rest of the day....

I can tell you the jeans and tshirt I put on the day mom died...still have the tshirt though the jeans haven't fit in quite some time......

I can remember things I was wearing when I had particularly bad days at work--that I'd really like to forget. And I associate those items with bad feelings....one shirt I still have and despite the bad feelings it often evokes, I do still wear it from time to time--guess I really should get rid of it!

Yep...these screanrios solidfy that the human mind is a wonderous thing. How is it I can remember something so vividly I wore over eight years ago but cannot remember what I needed from the grocery store or why I went in to another room?

And yes....and keeping with the title of my blog...these are just idle, random thoughts!

Happy New Year. Here's hoping 2010 is a fabulous year!

Have you seen my motivation???

If you do, could you send it back? I feel that I've hit a bit of a wall in the motivation department. I haven't done much of anything today to speak of and I don't really want to! I guess it could be said I'm taking full advantage of being off and being able to establish my own schedule.

I stayed up late last night--probably the latest I've been up in a while. As a result, I really slept in this morning. From there I did virtually nothing though I did manage to shower and drag myself out to meet Robin for a bite to eat. And most would find it unlike me in that I met Robin, stopped by Scrapbook Village to pick up my bookclub kit then came home. In total gone just a little over three hours. Soooo not like me. There wasn't really anything else I wanted to do.

I'm spending the evening doing a lot more nothing--despite the great deal that (always) needs attention. I've read through some of last year's blog posts...about goals and such. I looked at my recap of 2008 goals and noticed there were no real goals for 2009---but the 2008 carry-overs are pretty much in the same state they were this time last year. Maybe I'll post some 2010 goals and maybe I'll just keep them to myself for now.

I have decided my word for 2010 will be organized as that is something I currently am not. There was a time when I was but that has long gone by the wayside and it's time to revive it.

What Happened to Resting During Break?

Seems like I've been on-the-go almost constantly since break began. Granted most of that chaos has been my own doing but what happened to the time when it seemed days were endless? It's like the first half of break was gone in the blink of an eye and the end seems to be quickly approaching. I guess these are the perils of growing older.

Many things needing attention and still a few commitments. As the year grows short there are still things to share and do. Time to choose a new word and make new goals for the new decade but it will have to wait because I have another commitment at the moment. More later...

SNOW!

For the second time this month I have experienced snow. It's a white Christmas eve in Dallas and I'm here for it! Driving in was no fun as it seemed to snow harder the further west I went. I encountered the first flurries in Corsicana but it wasn't wet snow. By the time I hit Dallas the roads were wet. As I approached Grapevine the snow was blowing harder and ice had formed on my windshield wipers. The last ten or so miles were quite a challenge as there were times I had little visability. I took it slow and easy and made it safely to the hotel. THe winds were gusting between 40 and 50 mph. By the point I checked in the hotel I was ready to get inside. It was later while eating dinner that I realized I might possibly have missed my chance for snow pictures....oh well! I got a few in the darkness.

The hotel is DECKED OUT...quite a sight to behold. For a split second I realized I might not have thought out this little adventure quite so well but those thoughts were fleeting. You only live once and who knows if I'd have an opportunity to do something like this again. So......Merry Christmas to me!

Merry Christmas to me....

I made an almost split second decision this morning that is resulting in a Christmas mini-vacation. I booked a room at the Grapevine Gaylord hotel and will be spending
Christmas eve, Christmas day and the day after in its splendor. It is my gift to myself.

WHAT a week....

So busy I don't think my head hit the pillow before midnight any night. When most weeks were dragging, this past one was gone in the blink of an eye! I somehow managed to get office gifts made--even dropped them off Thursday night so I didn't have to tangle with them Friday morning.

My loving family changed plans on me and 'Christmas dinner' was moved to Friday night. It might not have been an issue had it not been the last official work day of the year and the last day of the term. Processes were still being run at 6:30pm when I left. I made it to Baytown only to be misdirected by the GPS...so I had to be 'rescued' by family. It was a very late night as it was almost 1am before I got home.

Saturday morning I slept in and took my time getting moving. I finally dressed and headed out to crop about 1:30p. And just my luck I experienced car issues within a few miles of my destination. Once again, family came to the rescue to get things going again. Lucky me, I had a vaccuum hose bite the dust.

So before preceeding to Mike's birthday dinner we spent the time running between auto parts stores and Home Depot (yes, Home Depot) while Johnny gathered items to fix the car in a MacGyver fashion. Don't laugh...it's working! Although after much debate I will be contacting my regular mechanic in the morning about getting the factory part--just to make certain. Hoping that doesn't cost an arm and a leg....

Due to just being flat out tired I slept in and cancelled breakfast with Mike and Deb before they headed back to Dallas. Spent the day napping and doing nothing. Then news from Joey that her beloved uncle passed after a valiant struggle to overcome injuries sustained in a horrible wreck.

Here's hoping the new week goes much smoother...

Determined....

I was determined to accomplish something today....and did make a few small steps. Office gifts are coming together but the evenings this week promise to be busy finishing up. I managed to get the tree out and up this evening. My place is still a wreck but I decided to not use that as an excuse. I'm making some progress with the many things to be done....this time next week it will all be behind me and I can relax till the first of the year which is right around the corner!

Trying....

I am trying to get in the Christmas spirit. I really am. I just don't feel very Christmasy this year. I've managed to make Christmas cards and half have hit the mail--the rest will go this weekend. I have gifts in various stages of completion. I have more in my mind. There are only a few items to pick up for a few special people and I've taken my time with that issue. My tree and decorations are still packed away. Anyone walking in my place would swear I'd just moved in. But I am holding out hope that I will turn a corner and things will fall into place. And if that doesn't occur, I can accept that it will not be the end of the world!

Another year awaits. More chances to make things as they should be.

Overwhelmed....

If I were to sum up things at the moment that would be the one word. But then, that's not that unusual for this time of year. Many things at work needing attention and several things on the home front too.

Just seven more official work days in the year which means eight days to get office gifts finished. Monday I was feeling paniced about it...that evening I began to feel a little better when I felt I was making some progress. Today, I'm not so certain--mainly because I've not done any work on them since Monday evening. I'm still holding out hope that I can make great progress this weekend! I usually come through when the chips are down and I'm hoping this time will be no different.

I'm hoping to fit in a little time to grab a few items before next weekend when I get to see the family. I know I don't need to worry with picking up anything but I really want to. Just have to see how things go. For now it's off to bed.

Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow...

I'm Just Saying......

.....in the event we receive ice overnight, I WILL check the stairs BEFORE attempting to go down them. I refuse to ride down them on my arse again. Once was more than enough!

Holiday Fun in the Country...Sunday in El Campo, Monday in Wharton....

City preparing for arrival of KCS’s Holiday train



Holiday Express
The Kansas City Southern Railroad invites youngsters to visit its Holiday Express, which will be at the Southern Pacific Railroad Depot, 100 N. Sunset St., from 4 to 8 p.m. Monday, Dec. 7. The depot will open at 3 p.m. Youngsters will have a chance to visit with Santa, his elves and get holiday treats as part of their visit for this special stop at the depot. Admission is free.
Courtesy Photo
By BARRY HALVORSON
bhalvorson@journal-spectator.com
Published:
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 6:30 PM CST
While Santa Claus had come to Wharton once, riding in style on a fire engine during this year’s Chamber of Commerce Holiday Parade, kids and parents will still need to be on their best behavior as he plans to make a second visit to check up on the local population.

And for his second visit, St. Nick will again be arriving in style, this time aboard Kansas City Southern’s Holiday Express Train. A KCS tradition, Wharton and El Campo are being included this year, the first Christmas season since the local line was re-established this summer. The train will be in El Campo on Sunday, Dec. 6 at Evans Park and the move to Wharton on Monday, Dec. 7 at the Railroad Depot, 100 N. Sunset Street. Access to the Holiday Express train is free and open to the public.

Led by KCS’s Southern Belle business train, the six-car Holiday Express train includes a smiling tank car “Rudy”; a flat car carrying Santa’s sleigh, reindeer and a miniature village; a ginger bread box car; the elves’ workshop; the reindeer’s stable; and a little red caboose.

As part of the preparation for the arrival of the train, the Wharton City Council approved closing a portion of Sunset Street during the duration of the visit to allow for vendors to set up. In addition, the city will be barricading West Spanish Camp street on both sides of the railroad tracks for safety reasons.

Assistant to the City Manager Jackie Jansky, who is serving as the city’s liaison for the event, said that a portion of the fence at the Depot will be removed and ramps set up for those wanting to tour the Holiday Express. She said set up for the event will begin around 3 p.m. with the tours starting around 4 p.m.

“They have a tentative ending time of 8 p.m., but they have told us they will continue to offer tours until everyone has an opportunity,” she said. “And we’ve scheduled local entertainment at the Depot for those waiting for their turn. We’ll also be putting up lights and have some holiday cutouts decorating the grounds to make it seem more festive.”

Depot Committee Chairman William Locke said that in addition to the entertainment, there will be a number of vendors providing concessions and other items during the evening. Proceeds will go toward the continued maintenance of the Depot. He added that the building will be open for access to the restrooms and the railroad museum. He said he is also trying to arrange for a model train layout to be on display.

The hour before the set up and start of the event is to allow local volunteers to get ready. Jansky explained the train is stocked with elf and other festive holiday costumes for volunteers helping with the tour.

“We’ve contacted the Lions and Rotary Club to help recruit volunteers,” she said. “The one rule is that you have to be 18 years old or older to be a volunteer.”

Locke said he his hoping for a good turn out for the event as a way to encourage making Wharton County an annual part of the Holiday Express tour.

The train will also make stops at the KCS Intermodal Shipper Facility in Kendleton Thursday, Dec. 3; at Business Hwy. 59 and Burroughsville Road in Victoria Friday, Dec. 4 and at Wells Street in Edna on Saturday, Dec. 5. All stops are scheduled for 4 p.m.

This year’s KSC Holiday Express Tour actually starts today with the initial stop being in Shreveport, La. befor hitting Wylie, Jefferson, Leesville and Port Arthur before heading to the local area. The train will make a total of 22 appearances before ending its run on Dec. 19 and 20 with a two-day stop in Kansas City, Mo.

The Holiday Express was created in 2001 after volunteers dedicated over 8,000 hours to the rigorous transformation of the retired freight train. Festive music and lights complete the package.

The Holiday Express train was built on the tradition of the former Gateway Western (GWWR) Santa Train, which made stops in small towns from East St. Louis, Ill. to Blue Springs, Mo. (GWWR was purchased by KCS in 1997.) In 2000, KCS employees noticed that the Santa Train was the only Christmas some kids had, and that some did not even have essential items like coats, hats and gloves. The employees were so touched that they committed to elevating the project to the experience that communities throughout KCSR’s service area enjoy today.

Editor’s Note: More information, including train schedule and pictures can be found under Holiday Express in the General Public section of www.kcsouthern.com.

Welcome December

Hard to believe December has arrived...and more miraculous....it's actually chilly out. So much easier to believe it's December when the temps are below 70......

Relax....

If I had to sum the day up in one word, that would be it. I have done very little to nothing today. I confess to taking a four hour nap after a quick trip to the grocery store. And I still need to go to a real store because the local HEB did not have things I went after. Maybe I'll try Bay City Walmart tomorrow after the chiro....or just wait till later in the week and make a run into civilization.

I had thought I might get my tree up but finally relented that I just didn't have the energy to expend. Just take it one day at a time.

If you're reading this, I apologize for your boredom as I'm just not posting much of substance. Maybe, hopefully in the coming days.

Grand Plans not quite fulfilled

I've had all sorts of grand plans for my long weekend. So far I've accomplished nothing. At least not much of anything. I still have hope of making strides tomorrow. At the same time, I know my biggest task will be to get in the mind set to head back to the office for three intense weeks wrapping up the year and preparing for a new one.

I also need to get Christmas gifts made because sadly, I've only thought about it thus far. I am starting to second guess myself on my planned gifts. Not because of the work. Just hoping everyone will like them. I know I shouldn't dwell on that...but I do. I know in the end, it will all come together and be fine.

Shots DONE!

I have now finished my five steriod shots and despite it all I do believe they are working. I no longer have the constant, aching pain that has been a part of my daily life for three plus weeks. I am ashamed to say I can't say how long I've been plagued by it because I just didn't give it the attention I guess I should have. I now know in the future if I have lingering, nagging pain I should call the neuro and let him decide its relevance.

Not all issues are resolved but I have faith that they will be. As much as I didn't want them I guess steroids are a miracle drug. Time will tell if I have any of the adverse effects I experienced from my first round last year. I was on five days IV then and by the second day after I crashed--HARD. My fatigue level was unbearable. I so hope I do not have to endure that this time around but in the event it occurs, I will manage.

This Journey I'm On....

The Katy Walk was Saturday. It was great seeing everyone and I appreciate the support of everyone who participated either by walking or donating. The final totals aren't in yet but I know the team did great and our total should be over $2000! A fantastic number for a real first effort--since last year kinda fizzled after Ike. I'm so proud of everyone who helped! Thank you, thank you, thank you.

On another note, if you've been following or communicating with me at all you know the last week has been a bit more challenging due to a flare. It started with what I thought was pain from a pulled muscle. Weeks in when chiropractic, massage and advil weren't doing the trick I contacted the neuro seeking relief. After some questions and a brief discussion he concluded it was a flare and ordered a round of steroids. I have a five day regimen of self-injections with one day remaining. While relief has not been instant, I am feeling a bit better though experiencing fatigue---others get hyper on steroids, I get fatigue. I know from experience I have a way to go yet but I have no doubt I am on the road to being 100%--or at least 100% for me.

I am probably more annoyed with myself than anything for not recognizing this for what it turned out to be. After last year I thought for certain I would know when things were changing. I have learned each manifestation can (and will)be different. I got a short, but caring, lecture from the neuro's nurse about calling sooner rather than later. It's all a learning process...

Sometimes....

insurance is a pain.....I've been waiting since yesterday to find out about delivery of the meds the doc has ordered.....I called around 11a this morning and finally got confirmation around 2p that they are finally on their way. Apparently the order was somehow hung up in their system. They showed the order....but showed it on hold......wtf??

I don't how many suprevisors it took before it was finally straightened out. At least I had a very nice, obviously very competant person working to get this resolved. As soon as she recognized there was an issue she informed of that and told me she would follow up just quickly as she could get an answer. She told me she was not going to place me on hold and subject me to the terrible hold music. She even apologized for waking me when she was able to finally call with an answer.

The good news is the meds will be deliverd tomorrow morning. The down side is another is it's been another day of pain and who knows how long it will take for the meds to work. As of now I'm hoping to make it to the office tomorrow but have accepted that may not happen. If staying home tomorrow means I'll be ready for the walk on Saturday I can deal!

Top Five!

As of this moment, the Merry Milers is in the top five fundraisers for the Katy MS Walk this Saturday. Wooooohoooooooooo It's a small thing but it's exciting to me considering the economy and the fact this is our first year to really participate--since Ike cancelled things last year.

I am extremely grateful to everyone who has supported me both with donations and love. This journey I'm on isn't always a fun one but I am thankful to have wonderful people by my side.

A Day to Rest

THAT is what today turned out to be. I tried, I really tried to get out of bed and get moving this morning. My body however wanted no part of it. Ok, it was really just the right side that was rebelling but it was enough to finally make me say UNCLE.

I moved to the recliner where I managed to finally find a somewhat comfortable position and drifted off to sleep. I dreamed I was in a room and there was an alarm clock buzzing but it could not be found. I finally realized I was hearing MY alarm buzzing in my bedroom. Crap it was already 7:30am.

My first thought was to make a mad dash and get to the office as soon as I could. My body had different ideas and after dragging myself to the bedroom to turn off the alarm I returned to the recliner with phone in hand. Through a haze I managed to call to let them know I was NOT feeling well and would be spending the day in bed.

I spent most of the morning sleeping in the recliner and would most likely have continued to do so had it not been for the FedEx man banging on my door. I had forgotten I was getting a medicine delivery today. Oh joy.

I spent the day napping, watching a bit of television and trying to get a few things done on the computer when my hand would cooperate with me. Here's hoping for a better day tomorrow!

MS Silent Auction Item....

Kemah-MS Walk

I had a great time Friday night and Saturday helping with the Kemah-MS Walk. By the time it was done Saturday I was ready to drop. So much for my grand idea of cropping with the girls that night--sorry I missed out on the fun. I'll make it up to ya somehow.

I met lots of wonderful people who I look forward to seeing again. It was hard work but it was a blast! The sea of orange Saturday was a beautiful site! Thank you MS Society and KBR.

Is It Friday Yet?????

I am so very ready for the weekend--kinda apparent by the post previous to this one. I have to work half a day and after that the afternoon and evening are going to be jam packed with MS walk activities. And tnen of course, the Kemah walk on Saturday. Not certain just what my duties will be but I know tomorrow I will helping set up tents and such. Meeting new people and embarking on new adventures.

Weekend Frame of Mind...

Yup. It may only be Wednesday but I am already in a weekend state of mind. A day and a half more to work (off at noon Friday to help with finalizing things for Kemah MS Walk on Saturday). Tons of things to get done between now and then!

Current plan is to stay near/in Kemah Friday night---thanks Naomi!--help with the walk on Saturday then head over to Kimmy's for girlfriend cropping time. That means not only will I be packing clothes but scrapping supplies as well. I can do it! Of course, that also means I cannot sit around tomorrow evening like a lump as I so often tend to do. Not sure what I might actually accomplish tonight but I need to try to get something done.

Sunday I am hoping for a day of relaxation before the work week begins all over. Things are getting busy there as the semester comes to an end. The addition of direct lending in the mix really gets things going. Yea congress.......

Dinner is in the oven--after much convincing myself that I really need to eat here instead of grabbing fast food as I am often prone to do. Much like the kids in The Night Before Christmas I have visions dancing in my head but instead of sugar plums and such my visions are of a more domestic nature---taking out the trash, laundry, picking up, paying bills, etc., etc., etc.............

A thought to ponder: Why do the weeks seem to drag on endlessly while the weekends are gone in the blink of an eye??

Does it count if I list friends twice???

I have THE BEST friends......there with a shoulder or helping hand.....answering my silly questions and helping me out---thanks Carol for the advice on the veggies I bought not knowing how to cook......and the wonderful, wonderful friends who have signed up to join my walk team and those who have donated. Many, many thanks!

As of this morning I not only met my individual fund raising goal of $1000, but I have surpassed it! The team goal is in sight too....ten days left till the walk....that goal is within reach.... This Saturday is the Kemah walk and I am looking forward to helping with that. I'm feeling good about being involved and am disappointed in myself that it took my diagnosis to get me there. No time for regrets though!

Bad Scrapper....

...that's how I feel after downloading my pictures from the weekend. There aren't that many which shouldn't really be a problem except the shots I do have for the most part are terrible. Been having real difficulty lately with finding a setting that produces good pictures. And as if that weren't enough....for some reason my computer will not load all the pictures I select--says they are already in my collection, which they are not. Even my pictures of baby J aren't very good. I am disappointed.....bad scrapper, bad scrapper....

Abridged version....

The last couple of years I played along with the girls with their thankful posts and will try to do the same this year. Thus...my title: abridged version. I know me. I start out with really good intentions and I'll do good for a few days and then I'll slide. Things will get busy and I'll get engrossed in something else. Suddenly one skipped day turns into an entire week and I'm trying to play catch-up. This year I will avoid that from the start and will commit to doing my best to play along but will not obsess or fret if I fall behind.

So there....the first entry on my gratitude list is to be thankful for having the ability to partake or decline as I find necessary. I will take that a step further by saying I am thankful for having friends who will let me slide and play along according to my schedule!

So there in a flash I've gotten two gratitudes down. That brings me up to date!

Wonderful Weekend....

...took my time getting things together and heading to Austin Friday and the timing was perfect--got there just a few mins before Elsa got home from work. Joyce came by with wine and cheese...oh and lemondrops....and we spent the evening munching, sipping, laughing and watching Twilight. Wasn't all that impressed with Twilight I am sad to say but the company was great.

Slept in Saturday which normally is a good thing except in this case cause it meant we were in a mad dash to get dressed and get to the capitol--Elsa had to be there at 10a--just made it. She went off to do her volunteer duty while I spent the time strolling the capitol grounds, browsing books and enjoying the day. It was a nice day for the Texas Book Festival and something I found enjoyable.

Once Elsa was done we headed off to grab a bite at Pappasitos--YUM--then did a little shopping at some of our favorite haunts before heading home---had to be there for the UT game. Elsa watched the game and I piddled and ran over to Best Buy and picked up burgers. It was a relaxing evening and we turned in somewhat early for us.

We took advantage of the extra hour of sleep and once again woke to having to make a mad dash--Elsa needed to be back at the capitol by 10a. We said our goodbyes and I took my time getting dressed and on the road. Came home the long way--by way of Cibolo--and got to see and hold Joey. He is perfect in many ways! Such a cutie.

After a couple hours visit it was time to hit the road back to reality. Since I have a gps I let it guide me a different route which made for an enjoyable drive. Stopped in Columbus for dinner then home to relax some more.

Lucky me, I have Monday off but will have to get many things done and get back in the mindset for work. Yippee....welcome November!

Yippeeeeee

It's Friday!! Not only is it Friday...it's a long weekend for me! I took today and Monday off. The weather is cool again and hopefully the sun will begin to shine soon. Looking forward to a fun weekend in Austin...Texas State Book Festival, hanging out...hoping for a run to San Antonio to see the W family and their newest addition....lots of relaxing. Maybe the cool weather and weekend away will give me the jolt I need to get things accomplished.

Holy SCRAP!

This is my creative area after scrapping all day Sunday....it's a wonder I got anything done!

Sunday, Sunday

ba da, ba da da da, Sunday Sunday....okay so the song is actually Monday, Monday....but today is Sunday......another beautiful day expected thought the temps are supposed to hit 80s today--guess I'll be running the ac again this afternoon.

Despite working for a bit yesterday (required) I had a fairly lazy day. Played with pictures and paper a bit--maybe not as much as I might have liked but I only have myself to blame. I did spend my time pursuing another creative outlet so all is good.

Today I have grand plans of spending a great deal of time playing with photos and paper. Somewhere in there I feel I really should do some domestic chores--laundry, picking up, etc--we'll see how far that gets! I'm looking forward to what I'm hoping will be a short week. Planning to take Friday and next Monday off so I can spend the weekend in Austin. State Book Festival is next weekend so that should be fun. It will be nice to get away and spend some time with Elsa plus hopefully make a run to San Antonio to see Joey.

NIght at the Aquarium....

MS Social at the Aquarium this evening....we pretty much had the run of the place and were able to ride the rides and check out the exhibits. Shock of all shocks, I even rode the ferris wheel! I took tons of pictures yet cannot get them to all download at the moment not to mention the fact I should have used a different setting on the camera for of the shots. I think I still managed to get some decent shots and I'd be scrapping them tonight if I didn't have to get up and go to work in the morning! A fun evening for certain.

Busy Day....Busy Night....

My work day stretched into the evening--till nearly 8p to be exact. The nice thing is I have the satisfaction of knowing all appeals are read and summarized. Just need to add transcripts and they'll be ready for committee Thursday afternoon.

Tomorrow is Gulf Coast Consortium Meeting with the other gulf coast community colleges. Should be a small group and hopefully informational. Other than having to leave here by 7am, I am looking forward to going.

Thursday afternoon will be a marathon meeting--with nearly 80 appeals and I need to leave ON TIME. The MS Society is having a social downtown at the Aquarium--looking forward to that! I am enjoying the various events and getting involved--even on just a small scale. Super duper excited about having another scrap opportunity.

MS Walk fundraising is going well. I've gotten my first batch of thank you cards off and need to work on making and sending some more. Sent quite a few emails yesterday which resulted in donations today. If I can do that well between now and the walk I should make my goal and possibly even surpass it! I originally set $500 and thought maybe I was being a bit too optimistic....after surpassing that I've raised it to $1000 and I would really, really like to meet it. Still have a little over 20 days till the walk....

On a super HAPPY note....baby Joey is home...YEAHHHHHHH. Poor little guy's been in the hospital more than he's been home but I'm thinking that will be changing now. I think he's all fixed up and will continue to amaze everyone. Can hardly wait to get my hands on him!!!

In need of a break...

I'm sensing a theme here.....just a day or so ago I posted about needing some scrap time--which I do--and now I am lamenting the need for a break. A real break. For the first time in 6 years I've nothing planned for October/November. No trip to the Ozarks and I'm starting to notice. No trip anywhere. But I think most importantly, no trip to the Ozarks. I think I'm even mourning it a bit.

Things just haven't worked out to that end this year. Many factors playing into my lack of a real vacation. A real get-away. The lack of a trip is what keeps creeping to the forefront. And here at the middle of October, I just don't see such a thing as a reality this fall. Time to stop dwelling on what isn't happening and work towards what can happen!

Besides, as I look at the calendar I see it filling with all sorts of activities. More than enough to keep me busy!

College Gala: Steve Wariner

The pictures aren't that great...wish I'd had my other camera but couldn't find it before I left....I guess these aren't that bad for being taken from the back of the ballroom......

In Need of Some Major Scrap Therapy....

Yup.....uh huh....that's what I need.....some major scrapping time with the girls.....I need laughter, goofiness, creative vibes, someone to ohh and ahhh over my stuff...or tell me it looks like crap! I need play time with the girls.....

Friends are the family we choose for ourselves....and other assorted thoughts.....

How true that is. I am very, very fortunate to have great friends. Good vibes and well wishes always seem to come when I'm needing them most.

Here it is, Friday eve. So many things needing attention. I have taken the evening to try to pick up a bit. I can now see my sofa and living room floor---I knew it was under there somewhere. Still many things to be done but at least it doesn't look quite as bad as it did.

I still need to get to my closet and try to find something to wear to the gala tomorrow night. I haven't bought anything new--there's a shocker and I'm not sure what in my closet that fits and looks decent will qualify for appropriate. I have a couple of ideas. The evening is growing short so I'm going to have to figure out something soon.

Tomorrow is Boss' Day and the girls have taken care of planning for that. I picked up a pie and have already delivered it to the office. They are taking care of everything else and in the event we find we need something else, I can always slip off to the store. My guess is the boss knows something is up---so much for surprising him.

At this moment the only items on my weekend agenda are laundry---as usual on the weekend---try picking up a bit more around here and scrapping. Tonight is the first night this week I've not done any sort of scrapping. It won't be long before bed but if I manage to find something to wear to the gala and to work tomorrow I may still have an opportunity to play with paper before calling it a night!

Crappy mood turned around...

Without going into detail let me just say I've had a lot on my mind the last 24 to 48 hours. Nothing life threatening but important to me. Anyway, enough of dwelling there. Let's just say I wasn't in such a good mood or frame of mind due to all of it.

Fast forward to my email this morning. Like every morning I opened my email and scanned the topics...usual spam, bills due or paid and a couple from the MS Society. I go straight to the ones titled 'A Donation Has Been Made On Your Behalf'. The Walk is a month away and I'm sending out emails soliciting donations and have been getting a decent response.

But THIS email blew me away. My friend Isaac from high school days-with whom I share a birthday-has donated $200 in my name! I was speechless. Not only has he made such a generous donation, he has also signed up to walk. I am truly greatful to everyone who donates no matter the amount but Isaac really has me grinning from ear to ear!

To add to the pleasantness of the day I was contacted by Naomi at the MS Society about cropping once a month and I've been asked to help with organizing it! Guess I have a few good ideas she wants to harness. Looks like I'll be cropping once a month at the MS Society. New scrappy friends is always a good thing.

In addition to getting ready for the Walk, adding crops to the mix and life in general, I am working on a memory book for a coworker's step-daughter who graduates in the spring. I started with a bit of a block but I managed to knock out a page last night and we are both pleased with it.

Friday night is the College Gala starring Steve Wariner. Saturday Joey and I are hoping to catch a movie or do something fun. Wow, October is flying....how is it that tomorrow is already the middle of the month??

Crops and belated bday stuff.....

Friday night there was a crop at the MS Society. I figured it would be a great opportunity to be creative and meet some new people so off I went. The offices are very nice with plenty of room to spread out. Naomi did a fantastic job hosting and said she would host more--hoooray! A fun evening despite the crappy weather and the fact that someone stole one of my windsheild wiper blades when I stopped along the way for a medical test.






If you don't already know, sigh up at Cold Stone Creamery and you get free ice cream for your birthday! This is really a good deal because the retail value is just under four bucks. You get a free Like It cup with one mix in. The coupon is good the week before and the week after your birthday. I finally got by there just before my coupon expired. They were out of the ice cream I really wanted so I settled on coconut ice cream with pineapple for a little tropical feel.... YUMMY!

Ooooohhhhh, cool stuff ahead!

Got an invite today for a Creative Memories crop hosted by the MS Society this Friday!

Invite:
Ok Walkers, let's get ready for a fun day/night of scrapbooking, card making and more! Each person will have a welcome bag with paper, stickers, and goodies to start a photo album, poster or cards to share with team members, donors or family! We will provide paper cutters, templates, shape cutters, punches, decorative rulers, fancy edged scissors and more! Please be sure to bring any additional supplies for any projects you will be working: digital photo albums, photos from past walks, or a traditional scrapbook. Come anytime from 2:00 pm- until 9 pm!

Looking foward to meeting new people and creating!

Office celebration

When it comes to birthdays, holidays or any reason to celebrate, the office really knows how to do it right! We had breakfast, snacks, lunch and cake. Breakfast casserole, kolaches, fruit, cheese, crackers and summer sausage, blueberry muffins, chicken salad, bbq sausage, pinto beans, potato salad and red velvet cake. Plenty to get us through the day, share with other offices and still have food left!

Weekend Adventures

Not what I envisioned...

...today that is. Though the weather was dreary, yesterday was fun with the girls. Spent way too much at By Design--now if I'd just get in gear and scrap! Today however has left much to be desired....

Goofy cat whining all morning to go out in spite of the downpour. I had a massage scheduled then planned for a nice late lunch then maybe a little shopping before coming home to play with paper. Got soaked just trying to get out my door--gonna have to have words again with the complex about cleaning out the gutters on my side of the balcony.

Came in to change, grabbed clothes and made the attempt to leave again--knowing I would be late due to the weather. Got in the car, just after going through a miniature lake trying to get out of the complex the check engine light begins to blink off and on and the idle is very, very rough as though it's about to die. Make the block back to the apartment. Call to cancel massage cause I am NOT getting out on the highway in the downpour in a sluggish vehicle with the check engine light blinking.

Decide to check it with a run to the post office a bit later. Light now stays on and the idle is still rough. Go arond the block, come home and decide to take a nap.

I awake to find the sun shining as though there has been no monsoon. I decide to just start the car. Let it run a few minutes. Light on but running like normal. Wait a bit and make the aborted post office run from earlier.....light on but running fine. Stop by the auto parts for Seafoam-a fuel additive/cleanser--just in case there is water in the lines. Watch the end of a Lifetime movie then decide I do need to find food...want Mexican.

Light on but running normal...go to Los Cucos for some mediocre Mexican food and a pina coloda-happy birthday to me. Nice, relaxing until.....a large group of women with a screaming child are seated right across from me. Why is it in certain cultures they feel as though they must practically yell at each other across a four foot table? Yes Carol, they were of the purple persuasion.... Oh and let's not leave out that ever other word is f*^%.....oh and the continual bitching that the tea isn't sweet--HELLO...that's why there are all sorts of sweetners on the table! I could not get out of there fast enough.

Thinking of a side trip to Walmart but can't recall what I was needing/wanting--could have something to do with the disappointing day and the carrying on beside me at Los Cucos. Light is off (and hopefully it will stay that way) and seems to be running fine.

It's 7:30p, little if anything today went as planned but that is life. Always throwing us a curve ball and keeping us on our feet! On to another year....

Another one in the books

Another week behind us and the start of a brand new month. I thought I posted yesterday but guess I didn't. How could I miss posting on the first day of October? Guess I just got wrapped up in other things.

So happy Friday is here. It's been another busy week so it's nice to have some down time coming. Tomorrow a group of us is headed to By Design and then to lunch--Kemah I think--at least that was the comment at one time. I know the plan is for seafood. Yummy. Looking forward to a day with the girls. Laughter, shopping, food, maybe some scrap time....good times coming!

To add to the good vibes there was a crispness in the air this morning which is quite welcome. Hoping it sticks around for a while.

Most people see spring as a time of hope and promise but for some reason, fall is that time for me. Maybe it's the hustle and bustle of the coming holidays. Seems there's always some activity. I know it's the cooler temps. It's like I get rejuvenated.

On The Horizon....

....of a new month. October begins tomorrow...visions of pumpkins and turkeys and trees....hope for cooler weather....a fresh start, a clean slate, a month of possibilities. Seems we generally only think of a fresh start or 'clean slate' at the start of a new year. Why? We have one every month, every day actually. Just another reminder to enjoy the here and now and do things NOW instead of later in case there isn't a later...

I've come to look to fall with mixed emotions. What is generally my favorite time of year has become bittersweet since mom's passing...the 11th will mark six years. Seems like yesterday and yet at times it seems to have been ages ago. These are the times I have to remember the good...think of the great sense of independence mom gave me. Without that I may never have done some of the things I have. Or some of the things I continue to do and work towards. Thanks mom.

Yep....it's Sunday.....

...another busy week about to begin....work, work, work with a few play dates mixed in....book club on Tuesday, hopefully catching up with a friend on Thursday evening, and no telling what the weekend will hold. (Yup, already thinking of the weekend!)

Spent Friday night visiting with Joey, Gloria and Danny--fun time. Saturday I got to hang out with Robin and create--seems we never have enough time to actually create! Had a great lunch at Buca and a side trip to Michaels-cute new punch. Then off to El Campo to walk in the Relay for Life. It was HOT out there...I was dripping wet by the time I was done--and it was only an hour! Thank goodness the MS Walk will be in doors--yes, I am a wimp.

Sunday has truly been a day of rest. I managed to drag myself to the the grocery store to pick up a few things. Came home and scanned the paper. Just sat and relaxed, enjoying the quiet--no tv, no radio-nothing. Ended up taking a long nap--so much for accomplishments today!! Here it is 8p and I'm still trying to finish up laundry.....managed to fix dinner and clean up the kitchen and now trying accomplish a few other things and maybe play with paper a little before bed. Sundays just seem to go too quickly.

On another note, Happy Birthday to my buddy Leann.

Picture update...

...been promising pics and finally taking time to load them...enjoy.....

Show your support!!

I know it's early...but I'm asking you to mark your calendars for Friday, November 13, 2009. Why? That is the day before the Katy MS Walk. I am asking that you mark your calendars and extend your support that day by wearing orange for all those who suffer with MS....for all those who love someone dealing with MS.....for all those participating in the Katy Walk to fight MS.

Show your support and wear orange!

Help Wanted....

The only pay involved is the personal satisfaction you will feel knowing you've helped the millions battling MS. I am recruiting for the annual MS Walk set November 14, 2009, at Katy Mills. I need team members and donations! If you can help, please head over to my participation center and sign up: http://main.nationalmssociety.org/site/TR/Walk/TXHWalkEvents?px=4886693&pg=personal&fr_id=11731&s_tafId=112263


September 21-25, 2009, is Team Week and YOUR help is needed!

YEP...

....it's Monday. Weekend went by way too fast...but then, don't they always. Spent Saturday hanging out with Melissa shopping for things for the new house. Fun. I have now experienced The Dump--furniture store. Nice stuff. She got some great things.

Sunday I did a LOT of nothing. I did attempt to find out why my dryer takes forever to dry my clothes...pulled it out and cleaned the lint traps....still not working properly. May have to call a repair man or buy a new dryer....ugh.

Watched the last part of Dirty Dancing. I may have to break down and get that one on dvd. Such a classic. And Patrick Swayze was HOT. Gonna miss him.

Another busy week ahead. Fall begins tomorrow...YEAH. Now if we can just get the fall temps! MS Team Captain Rally on Wednesday.

Autumn....

I've noticed the past couple of days it's feeling a bit cooler outside.....not stiffling heat as it has been. It's starting to really feel like autumn is approaching! Well as much as we have autumn. (Slightyly) cooler temps.....school back in full swing....stores displaying Halloween, Thanksgiving and Christmas decor..... And suddenly I have a desire for chili...may just have to make a pot tonight!

Welcome Wednesday....

We've made it to mid-week so it should all be down-hill from here!

First off, Congrats to the W family (and I don't mean Bush). Jr. made his appearance last night and though I have few details I know he is beautiful and I can hardly wait to see him! I hear mom is doing well too.

For my Jewish friends--and you know who you are--Happy New Year!

For my other friends...hang in there, the weekend is coming! Not 100% certain at the moment what the weekend will hold for me. There are a couple options on the calendar and I need to make a final decision fairly quick. I'm hoping to have a devine revelation there soon. For now it's time to tackle the pile of work before me....

More info than needed....

In the last couple of weeks I have learned more things than I need to know about womanly issues as they pertain to me. Personally I would be happy with just the basic; everything is fine. Granted, things could have been more involved and detailed than they have been but I've learned more than enough.

One more doctor appointment this week-follow up with hematologist. Hoping he just takes blood and says everything is fine. Espcially since I can tell a difference since taking the iron. Just two little tests next week for the gyno and then with luck, I'll be done with doctors till my next neuro appointment in February. Keep a good thought!

Starting to feel somewhat like my old self. Have a bit more energy and the weather is starting to change. Fall is approaching and honestly, that is my favorite time of year. I love the cooler temps, the various decorations for the seasons and for the most part, people seem to be in better moods. To me the start of a new year is a downer because the 'magical time' is gone and we have to settle into hum-drum routine.

RIP Patrick....

Like so many I fell in love with you via Dirty Dancing....and then there was Ghost. I recall going to charity events because YOU would be there...like the event held at the Great Southwestern Equestrian Club in Katy....it was freezing cold and pouring rain but we huddled together to get a glimpse of you and hear you sing 'She's Like the Wind'....and then there was the rodeo performance where you shared the bill with the Gatlin Brothers....